Literally Inclined

Weigh down my heart, sweet soul, Like a gigantic stone on my chest, I am broken, I am no longer whole, You laid my tormented heart to rest. The days pass by and I miss you still, Mom said ”he’ll never come back”, And I cried out ”Oh, but he will”, It’s the companionship that I lack. I’m still so confused, because I never got to know, if you had any feelings for me, or did you just put up a show? Do you even miss me? I try to tell myself that you dont remember, or that someone else makes you happy, But way back then in November, We were closer than ever, even a bit sappy. Listening to Duncan Laurences ”Arcade” on repeat, I, too, got addicted to a losing game, And I still hope that we would meet, But I guess you have put out our flame. You ran away from me, one time too many, And I finally stopped chasing, No more chances, if there ever were any, that final end game was emaciating. I know it hurts, I know it’s torture, But I d...

  Savner dig for evigt Jeg kører hjem i min bil, men er det egentlig ”hjem”? For det føltes som ”hjem”, da jeg lå i dine arme Nu kører jeg bare forgæves efter et sted, der føles lige sådan, Endløse kilometer uden dig, farer rundt som en rastløs fugl, med tårer i mine øjne, når der spiller en sang, der minder mig om dig. Der er så mange ting i denne verden, som jeg ikke forstår, Men du efterlod mig med et stort spørgsmålstegn over mit hoved, Og et stort hul, hvor mit hjerte lå en gang. Og det er svært ikke at bebrejde migselv, eller søge efter en grund, hvorfor du efterlod mig, for hvad er der galt med mig? Der er intet galt med mig. Jeg forsøgte at knække koden, men jeg vidste bare, at det eneste jeg kunne stille op med, var at lade dig gå, så du selv kunne finde ud af, hvad det er du vil. Og så rejser jeg verden rundt, og skulle søge efter en tro kopi af dig, men der er ingen der matcher din humor, det glimt i øjet, da du endeligt kiggede på mig,...

  Twin flames I wish you had just broken my heart like any other guy, jumped on it, betrayed me, something I can work with, teared up my heart in a split second, but that’s not what happened. You keep breaking my heart every day, silently, slowly, not doing a thing, letting me suffer, challenging me, setting the overthinker in me up for failure, and it seems to be endless. I know much of it is meant to teach me, teach me a lesson on setting boundaries, teach me, how to love myself teach me, that I am enough and to finally find myself. But it is also meant to teach you a lesson, teach you, how to love yourself, teach you, that you are enough, teach you a lesson of letting others into your heart again and to finally find yourself. The trouble comes with the unknown, if I knew, you are working on yourself, things would be fine, i would love it, You don’t even need to be with me, I just need to know the pain wasn’t in vain. It is...

  Your turn I wish I would‘nt feel like we were meant to be, like there was a deeper meaning, connecting you and me. I find you incredibly attractive, you make me feel whole, but I don‘t know, how to get through to your soul. You suffer in silence, I know you are hurt, And you‘re not talking, not a single word, Someone‘s responsible, but it‘s not me, and it‘s about time, you set yourself free. I wish I could watch you change, watch you grow, but your progress has been incredibly slow, and my patience is waning, it‘s wearing thin, your transformation has to come from within. As much as I want to, I can‘t help you, I have to wait, and I‘ll wait for you, I can support you, yes,  I will be kind, But if it takes too long, I will leave you behind. You told me it‘s a gamble, you will take your time, but i still believe that one day you‘ll be mine, I deserve love and I deserve peace, but I wont be begging you on my knees. It‘s your turn...

Walls Push me away, When I obsess over you, Push me away, When I am an ice queen, Push me away, When I make a mistake, Push me away Because you don‘t belong to me. Build your walls, To avoid the heartache, Build your walls, To protect your soul, Build your walls, To live in fear, Build you walls, To lose all love. I‘m here, Building my wall, I‘m here, Waving over to you, I‘m here, You can still see me, I‘m here, But one day, my wall will be as high as yours.

  Foreshadowing You appeared in a dream when I was at one of the lowest points of my life At the time, I did not know you so you were just a ghost in my fantasy A voice so familiar, yet so foreign telling my son to take good care of me I saw your children, of that I am sure we all seemed genuinely happy Hanging out at the beach albeit my son was a bit older than he is now but what is the meaning of this pointless foreshadowing when I cannot make you mine? I have tried several ways, but you always get up and run as soon as i move an inch closer to you and demand the bare minimum of what it takes to keep my heart in one piece But then you let it fall and it shatters into a million pieces that I am trying to pick up, piece by piece, until my entire existence feels like a puzzle I can‘t seem to put together Walking 50 km a month apparently wont let me come closer to a solution, or a reason of what it is that makes you incapable of accepti...

  The One You were the funny and charming lifesaver but just about a few months later I sit and wait here and our story is history But I‘d hoped you‘d be the one to help me out of my misery And way before the story has begun you took off and I saw you run away from me And I had hoped you‘d see my face and fall for me and all my grace I‘d hoped you‘d be the one to let me finally be me Now I will never be able to tell If you do miss me as well but does it matter? Would it make me feel better? knowing that I meant something and not nothing at all to you Oh, but you did make me wait your last reply came way too late If there is one thing that i hate then it is having to wait How could you have the nerve? This is not what I deserve When will you realize that you have lost the prize of loving me I‘d hoped you‘d be the one to just love me for me I know it seems quite absurd it‘s breaking my heart and makes me...

  I still remember remember the day that you showed me how to love again I still remember remember the way that you praised me and my talents again Everytime you see me you show me that I am deserving Deserving of your time and attention again Everytime you see me I wonder when I‘ll finally be able be able and brave enough to talk to you again You deserve to know that I‘ve developed feelings for you my heart is filled with joy and love love You deserve to know that I get lost in your beautiful eyes and that you are deserving of love love When will i see you again?

  All I can think about That warm fuzzy feeling with your back against the wall staring blankly into space with a smile upon your face In the midst of a conversation when i try to concentrate but all I can think about is you and you appear there, in my view And my heart is skipping a beat everytime you are around And I am sorry for my silence but I can‘t say those words out loud Maybe one day I‘ll be braver but i know that until then You‘ll have a place in my heart So long, until we meet again.

So I bumped into you one last time I never knew it would be the last and I looked into your eyes and you looked in mine I could see that you were tired, but you would not give up If I had only known that I wouldn‘t be able to say goodbye Maybe I would have smiled a little more or stopped my day for a minute or two I could have asked you how you are if you are afraid of what lays ahead but those are the questions we don‘t dare to ask in an everyday in which we avoid pain and suffering I‘ve noticed that you‘re just a shadow of the person you used to be, so likeable and confident But I hope that you will come out stronger On the other side, where you deserve to be And I wish I could have told you that I liked you more than I care to admit but those are the secrets we have to live with in an everyday in which we avoid pain and suffering

We‘ve talked for the last time Like a million years ago And I don‘t remember your smile But I lack reasons to let go Why should I stop loving Everything I held so dear Why should I no longer see But with my heart, I see so clear And I‘ve got nothing left to lose I can no longer hear your voice Can‘t touch or hold you close But you left me with no choice Why should I stop loving Everything I held so dear Why should I no longer see But with my heart, I see so clear Deep down I know you miss me, too Our hearts, they are still connected You cannot take me for a fool This intense feeling, you can‘t neglect it And I won‘t stop loving Everything I held so dear I will never cease to see You in my heart, you are right here

Sometimes I wish I could hear your thoughts just to see whether or not you feel the same Sometimes I wish I could let you know that you are loved, when all you feel is pain The pain of not knowing your place in this world or the discomfort of feeling like you don‘t belong The pain of having to oppress your true feelings I want you to know that there is no “wrong“ There is no wrong way to be the person you are you have flaws, but they make you unique There is no wrong way to show how wonderful you are And please realize that you are everything but weak Realize that when you smile, I will smile with you even when we are a thousand miles apart Realize that I will cry happy and sad tears with you You hold a special place in my heart

You remind me of crickets on a hot summer night the only sound that can be heard for miles the air is ripe and the smell of hay lingers in this moment, when it‘s just you and me Running my fingers through your hair just feels right We don‘t need to share any words, our smiles are enough to know we‘re no longer strangers in this moment, when it‘s just you and me Orange turns to dark blue, your shadow in the moonlight We‘re stargazing and fantasizing about our lives We‘ve dreamed of this since we were teenagers in this moment, we start our eternity

Multiply by two One soul is seeking One true companion A lifetime of happiness Two hearts are silent no words, just heartbeats in infinite palpitations Four eyes speak volumes tales of a fantasy world an endless love story Eight hours in a day are barely enough rewriting history 16 hours spend awake all of them dreaming about one true love

Four Elements That spark in your eyes it is as deep as the ocean a mysterious twinkle, my paradise filled with desire and devotion The earth is shaking When you are walking past I am falling and falling I am no longer steadfast A burning sensation You set my heart ablaze We yield to temptation 100 degrees in a heat haze There is love in the air and it is for all to see feelings lay bare ready to write history

They say it takes around three seconds to cast a love spell over somebody Three seconds in which the world around us just crumbles and falls apart three seconds in which our eyes meet three seconds in which it is just you and me They say a smile isn't real without small wrinkles around the eyes A „Hello“ is so short, it is even more insignificant than our goodbyes A split second in our everydays that means the world to me I go back to my day, you go back to yours I will forget about you in my mountain of papers and rivers of letters You wont even recognize my patently obvious confusion There is no we, there is no us There is just you and me and two seconds too much

I dance around you like a butterfly in a summer breeze Catching your attention with a simple smile You follow me instinctively, like a swarm of bees If you land on me, I’ll be your lily of the nile I wrap myself around you like a summer rain shower With myriads of drops dripping down your nose But you need to remember that I will always be your sunflower That represents how much our love for each other grows A single red rose could not separate us even when the winds try to tear us apart Not even her thorns could hurt us When we stay together, heart to heart I long to be your orchid,  clinging on to you, rain or shine If you could be my tree and you don't forfeit You’ll always be mine.

From Paris to London There are raindrops on the window. The city outside looks blurry and grey. It’s just another rainy Wednesday morning. Taylor Swift is singing silently, but I’m not listening. I’m thinking about you and your soft lips, as the train is rattling through the murky weather. You kissed me the last time when the sun was still shining for me. You smelled manly and your lips tasted salty from the water we were standing in. Drops of water were running down your upper body, carefully caressing your abs as your skin was covered in goosebumps. Your skin had a caramel shade from all the time we had spent in the sun during this summer. “I love you”. You whispered in my ear. There were a thousand butterflies in my belly and I couldn’t believe how lucky I was. But this all ended when I had to go home and you couldn’t decide whether or not you were ready to live with me. Now I am sitting on the train on my way to university and haven’t talked to you in three weeks. ...