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Twin Flames

 

Twin flames


I wish you had just broken my heart

like any other guy, jumped on it,

betrayed me, something I can work with,

teared up my heart in a split second,

but that’s not what happened.


You keep breaking my heart every day,

silently, slowly, not doing a thing,

letting me suffer, challenging me,

setting the overthinker in me up for failure,

and it seems to be endless.


I know much of it is meant to teach me,

teach me a lesson on setting boundaries,

teach me, how to love myself

teach me, that I am enough

and to finally find myself.


But it is also meant to teach you a lesson,

teach you, how to love yourself,

teach you, that you are enough,

teach you a lesson of letting others into your heart again

and to finally find yourself.


The trouble comes with the unknown,

if I knew, you are working on yourself,

things would be fine, i would love it,

You don’t even need to be with me,

I just need to know the pain wasn’t in vain.


It is so difficult to trust the process,

and patience has never been my forte,

and it feels like I am losing my mind,

believing in some divine plan,

while constantly getting confronted with reality.



But hope dies last

and I pray for your happiness and healing

while I will be rising like a phoenix from the ashes

Until we see each other again

My twin flame

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