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Losing Game

Weigh down my heart, sweet soul, Like a gigantic stone on my chest, I am broken, I am no longer whole, You laid my tormented heart to rest. The days pass by and I miss you still, Mom said ”he’ll never come back”, And I cried out ”Oh, but he will”, It’s the companionship that I lack. I’m still so confused, because I never got to know, if you had any feelings for me, or did you just put up a show? Do you even miss me? I try to tell myself that you dont remember, or that someone else makes you happy, But way back then in November, We were closer than ever, even a bit sappy. Listening to Duncan Laurences ”Arcade” on repeat, I, too, got addicted to a losing game, And I still hope that we would meet, But I guess you have put out our flame. You ran away from me, one time too many, And I finally stopped chasing, No more chances, if there ever were any, that final end game was emaciating. I know it hurts, I know it’s torture, But I d...

Savner dig for evigt

  Savner dig for evigt Jeg kører hjem i min bil, men er det egentlig ”hjem”? For det føltes som ”hjem”, da jeg lå i dine arme Nu kører jeg bare forgæves efter et sted, der føles lige sådan, Endløse kilometer uden dig, farer rundt som en rastløs fugl, med tårer i mine øjne, når der spiller en sang, der minder mig om dig. Der er så mange ting i denne verden, som jeg ikke forstår, Men du efterlod mig med et stort spørgsmålstegn over mit hoved, Og et stort hul, hvor mit hjerte lå en gang. Og det er svært ikke at bebrejde migselv, eller søge efter en grund, hvorfor du efterlod mig, for hvad er der galt med mig? Der er intet galt med mig. Jeg forsøgte at knække koden, men jeg vidste bare, at det eneste jeg kunne stille op med, var at lade dig gå, så du selv kunne finde ud af, hvad det er du vil. Og så rejser jeg verden rundt, og skulle søge efter en tro kopi af dig, men der er ingen der matcher din humor, det glimt i øjet, da du endeligt kiggede på mig,...

Walls

Walls Push me away, When I obsess over you, Push me away, When I am an ice queen, Push me away, When I make a mistake, Push me away Because you don‘t belong to me. Build your walls, To avoid the heartache, Build your walls, To protect your soul, Build your walls, To live in fear, Build you walls, To lose all love. I‘m here, Building my wall, I‘m here, Waving over to you, I‘m here, You can still see me, I‘m here, But one day, my wall will be as high as yours.

Foreshadowing

  Foreshadowing You appeared in a dream when I was at one of the lowest points of my life At the time, I did not know you so you were just a ghost in my fantasy A voice so familiar, yet so foreign telling my son to take good care of me I saw your children, of that I am sure we all seemed genuinely happy Hanging out at the beach albeit my son was a bit older than he is now but what is the meaning of this pointless foreshadowing when I cannot make you mine? I have tried several ways, but you always get up and run as soon as i move an inch closer to you and demand the bare minimum of what it takes to keep my heart in one piece But then you let it fall and it shatters into a million pieces that I am trying to pick up, piece by piece, until my entire existence feels like a puzzle I can‘t seem to put together Walking 50 km a month apparently wont let me come closer to a solution, or a reason of what it is that makes you incapable of accepti...

Farewell

So I bumped into you one last time I never knew it would be the last and I looked into your eyes and you looked in mine I could see that you were tired, but you would not give up If I had only known that I wouldn‘t be able to say goodbye Maybe I would have smiled a little more or stopped my day for a minute or two I could have asked you how you are if you are afraid of what lays ahead but those are the questions we don‘t dare to ask in an everyday in which we avoid pain and suffering I‘ve noticed that you‘re just a shadow of the person you used to be, so likeable and confident But I hope that you will come out stronger On the other side, where you deserve to be And I wish I could have told you that I liked you more than I care to admit but those are the secrets we have to live with in an everyday in which we avoid pain and suffering