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Your turn

  Your turn I wish I would‘nt feel like we were meant to be, like there was a deeper meaning, connecting you and me. I find you incredibly attractive, you make me feel whole, but I don‘t know, how to get through to your soul. You suffer in silence, I know you are hurt, And you‘re not talking, not a single word, Someone‘s responsible, but it‘s not me, and it‘s about time, you set yourself free. I wish I could watch you change, watch you grow, but your progress has been incredibly slow, and my patience is waning, it‘s wearing thin, your transformation has to come from within. As much as I want to, I can‘t help you, I have to wait, and I‘ll wait for you, I can support you, yes,  I will be kind, But if it takes too long, I will leave you behind. You told me it‘s a gamble, you will take your time, but i still believe that one day you‘ll be mine, I deserve love and I deserve peace, but I wont be begging you on my knees. It‘s your turn to make
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Walls

Walls Push me away, When I obsess over you, Push me away, When I am an ice queen, Push me away, When I make a mistake, Push me away Because you don‘t belong to me. Build your walls, To avoid the heartache, Build your walls, To protect your soul, Build your walls, To live in fear, Build you walls, To lose all love. I‘m here, Building my wall, I‘m here, Waving over to you, I‘m here, You can still see me, I‘m here, But one day, my wall will be as high as yours.
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Foreshadowing

  Foreshadowing You appeared in a dream when I was at one of the lowest points of my life At the time, I did not know you so you were just a ghost in my fantasy A voice so familiar, yet so foreign telling my son to take good care of me I saw your children, of that I am sure we all seemed genuinely happy Hanging out at the beach albeit my son was a bit older than he is now but what is the meaning of this pointless foreshadowing when I cannot make you mine? I have tried several ways, but you always get up and run as soon as i move an inch closer to you and demand the bare minimum of what it takes to keep my heart in one piece But then you let it fall and it shatters into a million pieces that I am trying to pick up, piece by piece, until my entire existence feels like a puzzle I can‘t seem to put together Walking 50 km a month apparently wont let me come closer to a solution, or a reason of what it is that makes you incapable of accepting m
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The One

  The One You were the funny and charming lifesaver but just about a few months later I sit and wait here and our story is history But I‘d hoped you‘d be the one to help me out of my misery And way before the story has begun you took off and I saw you run away from me And I had hoped you‘d see my face and fall for me and all my grace I‘d hoped you‘d be the one to let me finally be me Now I will never be able to tell If you do miss me as well but does it matter? Would it make me feel better? knowing that I meant something and not nothing at all to you Oh, but you did make me wait your last reply came way too late If there is one thing that i hate then it is having to wait How could you have the nerve? This is not what I deserve When will you realize that you have lost the prize of loving me I‘d hoped you‘d be the one to just love me for me I know it seems quite absurd it‘s breaking my heart and makes me hur
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When will I see you again?

  I still remember remember the day that you showed me how to love again I still remember remember the way that you praised me and my talents again Everytime you see me you show me that I am deserving Deserving of your time and attention again Everytime you see me I wonder when I‘ll finally be able be able and brave enough to talk to you again You deserve to know that I‘ve developed feelings for you my heart is filled with joy and love love You deserve to know that I get lost in your beautiful eyes and that you are deserving of love love When will i see you again?
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All I can think about

  All I can think about That warm fuzzy feeling with your back against the wall staring blankly into space with a smile upon your face In the midst of a conversation when i try to concentrate but all I can think about is you and you appear there, in my view And my heart is skipping a beat everytime you are around And I am sorry for my silence but I can‘t say those words out loud Maybe one day I‘ll be braver but i know that until then You‘ll have a place in my heart So long, until we meet again.
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When you talk to me

  When you talk to me I‘m still trying to understand What it is you see in me But thank you for the kind words they were enough to set me free All along I knew you liked me and I‘d love to hold your hand but this emptiness inside me can‘t forget how I‘ve been hurt But when you talk to me There is somebody who understands that this emptiness inside me can be erased with your kind words And I‘m longing for you to like me for you to hold me when it hurts I need you right beside me It‘s what my heart deserves But when you talk to me There is somebody who loves me who knows the emptiness inside me can be erased with those kind words And I‘m still hoping that you like me and that they weren't empty words I need you here beside me It‘s what my heart deserves
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Farewell

So I bumped into you one last time I never knew it would be the last and I looked into your eyes and you looked in mine I could see that you were tired, but you would not give up If I had only known that I wouldn‘t be able to say goodbye Maybe I would have smiled a little more or stopped my day for a minute or two I could have asked you how you are if you are afraid of what lays ahead but those are the questions we don‘t dare to ask in an everyday in which we avoid pain and suffering I‘ve noticed that you‘re just a shadow of the person you used to be, so likeable and confident But I hope that you will come out stronger On the other side, where you deserve to be And I wish I could have told you that I liked you more than I care to admit but those are the secrets we have to live with in an everyday in which we avoid pain and suffering
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Unfinished

We‘ve talked for the last time Like a million years ago And I don‘t remember your smile But I lack reasons to let go Why should I stop loving Everything I held so dear Why should I no longer see But with my heart, I see so clear And I‘ve got nothing left to lose I can no longer hear your voice Can‘t touch or hold you close But you left me with no choice Why should I stop loving Everything I held so dear Why should I no longer see But with my heart, I see so clear Deep down I know you miss me, too Our hearts, they are still connected You cannot take me for a fool This intense feeling, you can‘t neglect it And I won‘t stop loving Everything I held so dear I will never cease to see You in my heart, you are right here
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One Step

While you climb the ladder of success every step has the potential to be the one before your fall It takes mere seconds to change a life one step in the wrong direction one last smile, a last goodbye While you are wearing your big boy pants you are still taking the baby steps that it takes to make a life It takes mere seconds to change a life one step in the right direction to continue your journey
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